Those whom are spiritual would you consider reading this chapter(s) from the book of Jeremiah chapters 25 and 27. (pay close attention to verse 3 through 7 of chapter 25. The rest my be to deep for you to grasp at prsent , makes no differance what spirituality you practice for I have found it in all those whom state to beleive and those whom do not.
Just a breif example : if someone told you by placing certain objects in your atmosphere you could reach the stars in heaven. You later find out you were tricked and someone later informed you ,that actually you were in hell with just a little bit of twinkling light you brought down from earth above. TINSON