"all alone"

I find myself very alone with no friends ,
because i say no to drugs and i don't follow trends,
i'm from a drug riddled city i've lived here all of my life and i don't want to move,
i used to smoke weed and drink alcohol just to get me into that mood,
that's when i had all of my friends by my side ,
but when i decided to get clean that's not what my friends would decide,
they'd rather experiment with more and more hardcore drugs
then lied,
this is how they chose to "ride",
i don't regret getting clean,
but i do regret using drugs in the first place you know what i mean !,
see
i miss those friends who i used to hang out with,
i can't seem to find friends who don't use drugs do they even exist ?
i doubt this,
this seems to play a huge role in me being alone,
seeing how trends coincides with drugs you know what i like it better this way
i'd rather them not ring my phone.

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1. this was deep brotha

   - shaydedgray 02/04/10, 3:55PM PST

2. True that!! it's like they look down on you for cleanin up, when really its the other way around.

   - Balti 01/27/10, 9:16AM PST